In my mind I am a good friend. In my mind I show up for my friends, in my mind I am a good time. But that doesn’t mean that is how others view me.

I’ve tossed back & forth about posting this. Truth…I often feel very alone. Some days I’m cool with it and others, I spend my time questioning what is wrong with me and how can I be better. For a long time I’ve thrived on being in the mix with people. I don’t NEED to be around people to function but often times I find myself on the sideline of my friendships. I’m grateful to have been raised before social media was even a thing, because my connection with people has always been better offline.